so you know how everyone will tell you that they’re at some point you’re going to hate this performance, and that at some point, you’re going to hate each other… much as I hate to say it, that will happen.
You will dislike your performance intensly. You will loath the sight of that space that you rehearse in. The very idea of doing that scene again will make you feel chilled and uneasy and screaming for release. It is all true. And if you don’t feel that… are you truely invested in your performance? Have you committed yourself enough?
The other voice will talk about perspective, about how you have 4 other subjects that need just as much love and attention.
I chose to ignore that voice. I chose to shut it down and focus on what I know that I am good at.
All of you are good at this. Remember that above all else.
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